i never write anymore. why? im not sure. i just dont have that "craving" to. i think i ran out of things to say a long time ago. but. heres a little update.
chicago last week. i was sick. stayed in the hotel the entire time. delayed and missed flights. not a good trip. the one in july should be better. 6 days. good people. we'll see.
mud run was fun. aside from the rib injury that is still plaguing me. at least i have meds now.
the relationship has been better over the past couple weeks. well, better than it has been in quite a while i think. why? i dunno. im just going with it. not resisting. things can still be much much better. but. my soul still fights for air. i dunno. the M word comes up everywhere i go. no im not married. no, i dont have kids. no, im not sure im ready for one person one vagina for the rest of my life. no, im not sure im ready to give up that new car smell for the rest of my life.
exciting things coming up? i got nothing. come back and knock me down to my knees. please. i close my eyes. youre all that i can see.
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