i dont know why... i just had this, urge... to go there...
"are you looking for anything particular? anniversary? birthday? proposal?"
"im not sure. it could be all of the above actually."
i strolled around. with a hundred thoughts running through my head all at once. leaving with a single one saying.... no. not yet.
"how am i still home before you?"
"i'm sorry. i -"
"it's fine. its fine. i already know. i dont need to hear it."
fuck. it was like a switch. my light is either on or off. its not hard to tell. i couldnt tell you what constantly triggered it. i wish i did. i wish i could have said "yes, im looking for...".
the truth is. i was scared.
einstein once said insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result.
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