eroneous

busy day. we made some adjustments to the poppers. my suggestions. everyone agree w me. that makes me feel good. little things.

almost got locked in my own bathroom this morning. the damn knob all of a sudden decided to be jammed. it took me five minutes to get out. otherwise i would have been locked in forever. i wonder how long it would take someone to find my dead body if i died in my apartment? morbid ass.

gonna be a late night thursday for my plant trial.

not sure whats goin on this weekend. luis "im good" munguia invited me +1 to his bday party this weekend. bbq or dinner. depends. i dunno what im doing yet. i want to go to the damn game friday.

i miss my friends back home. the ortegon +1 family. kristina. caitlin. everyone.

im hungry.

The ghost with the most

And if they want a war then tell those motherfucker bombs away.

The more friends I have on facebook, the more I have to watch my language :(

you think you know, but you have no idea

assumption is the mother of all fuck ups. that and hesitation.

lets talk about work. this is what i made today.


i think its pretty good for an early prototype. sneak preview today went well. official showing tomorrow. got some other showings and meetings this week. my plate is getting rather full again. two more sections worth of wraps to go out tomorrow as well.

i still. need to go running. fatty fat fat fat.

someone guessed that i was in my late 20's today. -_-

i guess thats all.

lesson for the day

in most grocery stores you have to pay to have your product on the shelf. this fee is called 'slotting'. now every once in a while other than the usual space you occupy, you get what is called a 'comac'. maybe its comag. anyway. this is what is on the end of the aisles. those displays, open freezers, etc. this increases sales hugely. neat thing is you don't pay for this extra space either for the extra couple weeks at a time that you have it. so usually because these arent planned until short notice production calendars have to change because this wasnt forecasted. all in all these are a good thing that makes a company extra money. thats all.

Try to do something nice. Only to have it shrugged off. Followed by bickering followed by being threatened to sleep on the couch. This early on is kind of unnerving not to mention a twisted form of Deja vu. Taste of my own medicane puts things in perspective.

So what's really important?
Love
sex
money
appreciation
trying
kindness
approval
not publicly knocking someone
not calling them stupid shit
enjoying the same things

so I'm back at work now. Ready to be back at work.

no villians. no monsters. no friends.

this walking dead show is sick. geezes. top chef this WEDNESDAY. godamnit who am i gonna share this excitement and understanding with.

today. watched football all day. made dinner. went and saw takers. which i really liked. and bought candy for gingerbread houses tomorrow. im gonna print out layouts tomorrow. so tomorrow night should be full of baking and stuff.

ive learned. theres no such thing as perfect. and theres no such thing as special. maybe i was wrong all along.

How the fuck do u upload phone pictures. Damnit.

little things

heres a neat lil trick. next time someone gets the hiccups, tell the person "i'll give you a dollar each time you still hiccup."..... and they stop. thats some crazy shit. happened to me last night.



macys has a hedgehog ring. i thought that was funny..

I like the idea of putting more photos in this motherfucker. All my good ones lately are from my camera tho. Hm.

hush little baby

i really really need to go running. too bad its raining. but it is on the agenda for tomorrow.

got my alignment fixed today. need to do my tires now.

lil christmas tree is up. with a lil paper angel on top. lol.

nothing too exciting. things are just.... good.

pocket aces.

funny how everything comes full circle. isnt it.

today was like this. kmart. sierra vista mall. target. fashion fair mall. wasabi off the hook. banana republic. we olive. whole foods. trader joes. fresh n easy. save mart. yes. four grocery stores in one day. thats insanity my friends.

i just made a pretty good dish. tuna that i got for 3 dollars from fresh n easy. sauteed in duck fat. mixed some sesame oil w red chili paste. throw in some black garlic. amazing. im happy w myself.

tomorrow. movies i think. lil more shopping. not sure what else.

pay no attention to my drunk meanderings.

thanksgiving was nice. drove all the way to atown for no reason. oops. woke up yesterday morning hungover. ugh. started cooking. took a break to throw up. then finished my chowder. it went over very well. my veggies were a lil over cooked. but it came out nice. got a late bday card. then cut my cuticle trying to open the envelope. heh. my aunt and my uncle asked where sara was. i kinda shrugged. my uncle called it a fatal attraction. im not even sure what that means. but i digress. i got to talk about my travels and lil smudge. hopefully christmas eve isnt cancelled. that was not a popular decision. my brother talked about baby names. still weird.

today. gonna go shopping. hopefully the crowds will have died down and theres still some decent stuff left in the stores. need to do some grocery shopping too. now that im going to be home for a while. yay.

time to get going.

smiles and cries

"you gotta control your smiles and cries. because thats all you have."

its hot in this house. ugh. i know im not gonna sleep.

got stood up by my best friend. im glad drinking is more important. ive seen her a couple times in the last 6 months or so. sad.

tuna on rye is quickly becoming my new favorite thing.

bleh.

tomorrow i cook chowder. and see fam.

my brainchild came out pretty well today. i was the only person who actually worked really in the department. but. this is how i make my place.

new nicki minaj. laaaame.

no fighting.

thats all.

I feel less stressed. Dentist went better than expected. But I will be back in a few weeks.

My test for wednesday cancelled. Tomorrow and Wednesday I finish odds and ends. Start working on new prototype.

Haven't seen my family in a while and extended fam since April. It'll be good to see them Thursday. I have lots to share.

Weddings. Rings. Teeth. Houses. Babies. Are all expensive. They really should be cheaper. Perhaps a cheap wedding and ridiculous honeymoon is the route to take. Hmm I mean. I don't even know what I'd make for people with a 50+ dollar a plate budget. Really. Lobster and filet? Fuckin salad with fancy ass cheeses and shaved truffles. Really.

tomorrows another day. But it looks to be the same.

hello would have been nice

i was cranky all day today.

ready to go back to work tomorrow. thats what i need to be focusing on.

i want to vacation here.

www.bacararesort.com

no sleep for the wicked

quite lil weekend.

wisconsin wore me out a lil. i couldnt even sleep in today though. ugh. i dunno why i have such a hard time with that anymore.

ive been sorta stressed. i think partly because my whole routine has been fucked for the last couple months. next week will be much of the same. busy 3 day work week. tests. cuttings. showings. gotta work on an idea for Sonic. and i gotta be at the dentist monday. my fucking filling fell out and swallowed in the middle of dinner wednesday night. i was freakin out but trying to look calm in front of everyone. oi.

i guess thats it. nothing too crazy.

what a fucking morning

i woke up this morning feeling good considering we got in after 230am this morning. my wonderful coworker comes down stairs and he's still very drunk. also, he has a huge cut on his hand thats bleeding and he has no idea how he did it. also, he took a nap in the lobby this morning as well. wtfffffffff were going to tour a plant of a potential business partner and his ass is beyond repair. the other woman comes down and realizes whats going on right away too.she doesnt know what to do. our boss comes down and im pretty sure he's oblivious cuz he doesnt say anything. or maybe just doesnt want to approach the subject. i try to give him bandaids. he doesnt want them. we try to eat breakfast for like an hour and decide to take his ass as is. i find it hard to believe that the people at the other company didnt notice this. but it went ok. im not sure what else to say about it. going to watch the dolphin game tonight. go fins.

stupid ass mother fucker

ugh.

i LOVE having to babysit someone 10 yrs older than me. in a bar. pay half his tab when he bought strangers drinkers and i had three beers and walked him out into the car cuz it was legally time to stop drinking. fuck.

btw. wisconsin is flat and noone has fences.

whatever.

happy for friday evening and this weekend.

<3

so. change of plans. im flying on a private jet tomorrow to WI. long story but it should be quite neat. this also changes my flight back. so ill get back early friday evening instead of late. which changes my plans for this weekend.

i need to pack.

lobster ravioli from tjs. mmmmmmmmmmm

skeet skeet

i used to be ballin, but now im bill gate'n

enjoying yourself?

so. overall im glad i went to the dinner. good people. i get horribly nervous when walking infront of everyone to get my check. like, borderline panic attack. which is weird because i dont think id be that frightened of speaking in front of the same people. not sure how that works. but. my bonus was about a third more than i thought id get. shwing.

happy birthday to me

did nothing pretty much today. it was still a good birthday.

not ready to go back to work tomorrow. but i have things i need to do before i leave for wisconsin wendesday.

tomorrow night is the annual dinner for work.

thats all i really have to say.

The saying goes

Never, marry a really pretty girl...

whats your true blood?

i made a choice. a long time ago.

im not going to throw stones, for now.

so today. picnic in the park. watched kids play lare or lair. whatever. battle each other. i couldnt help but laugh and be entertained the whole time.

went to the football game. yay first. lost. of course. fuck man. its a long frustrating story on just getting to this game. then it was freezing the whole time. should have worn the peacoat.

counted down to my birthday like it was fucking new years. i wonder who will, and who wont, tell me happy birthday tomorrow. whatever. doesnt really matter.

love > sex, money

2nd honeymoon

why the fuck am i up so early. not happy about it.

i started making my christmas list: mattress topper, office season 6, mandolin, and a new comcast remote. ill have to get that last one myself. fuck that thing.

just decided i want to go to the game tonight. it'll be my first. im gonna get tix now.

good decisions

so. back home. as of late last night. the trip was good. it was really neat to see DT and Sonic headquarters. definitely a good experience. four days worth of being on the road for about three hours of presentation time/work altogether. funny how that works. went to an nba game wednesday night. that was really awesome. 12th row or so. behind the basket. had those lil blow up sticks you wave to try and mess up the person shooting a free throw. so i got plenty of work to do for the next little while. the wrap is showing well now without the heat. even though i liked it better the first time. gonna try to get some buys locked in now. yay.

woke up quite happy this morning. took today off. i just need some home time. i love being here at my apartment. did some grocery shopping at trader joes. neatest thing i bought, dried and sweetened habiscus flowers. in the dried fruit section, go get some. anyway they kinda taste like craisins. but anyway. the checkout lady was telling me she puts them in a glass of champagne. and flowers kinda open like an octopus. not to mention all the fish i got. they got great deals on frozen fish. im sadly too excited about all this.

ive had lil wayne stuck in my head all week. i guess im gonna have to download that damn album now.

so. bday weekend. no real plans. first time in years im not having a party or anything. im alright with that. im very happy being at home this weekend. might go to the park tomorrow. we'll see what happens.

:)

the world is spinning right, again.

So excited to get home.

1000 days

Everything restarts tomorrow.

The world isn't ready.

Brace yourself.

creep much?

k. just got home. im tired. i gotta be back at the airport tomorrow morning. fuck i need to check when. shoulda just stayed in la for the night and flew out from there. but. i didnt make the travel arranglements.

it was interesting to the DT test kitchen. talk to their folks. it was a good experience.

had foie gras sushi tonight. fuck that place was good. i need to stop eating with that guy tho. theres a reason he's 250 lbs. im going to be too. never in my life have i met someone that encouraged me to eat so much. drink, yeah. all guys to do that. but geeze. its almost comical.

i think im taking friday off. might as well.

thats all.

in LA.
still not.
who i need to be.
same complaints.
im closed off.

theres this fat motherfucker whos loud as fuck in the room next to me.

tomorrow i get back to work.

i cant stop.
listening to.
so cold.
by three days grace.

fuck you for reading this and i didnt invite you. :)

nothing ever changes

plan for today.

tri tip sandwiches @ the meat market.

shopping at whole foods for an epic meal.

movies.

then epic meal.

seperate ways

that was a crazy night.

these words are like ink blots. what do you see.

i found out about this book today. it comes out in march. its a volume of 6. 2400 pages in all. a culinologist wet dream. im hoping i can expense it for work cuz its 500 dollars. its supposed to be the cook book of this century. must have it.

www.modernistcuisine.com

ive been cranky all day.

very excited for tomorrow though.

got my new costco samples out today. just barely made fed ex. i think i mightve taken too much jalapeno out. but. we'll see.

got to clean smudges cage now. ugh.

i miss her.

some like it hot

heard back from costco today. i guess this wrap has shown universally well. except for one region. but its unanimously too hot. so this week sometime i gotta pull some jalapenos out. make samples. and that should do the trick.

found out as i was leaving today that im going to la on monday. im gonna be gone alot the next couple weeks. monday leave to la. tuesday do presentation for del taco and come back that night. then leave wednesday morning for oklahoma. come back thursday. and i booked my trip today for Wisconsin wed-fri of the following week. plus busy weekends. heh.

went out tonight and had a good time. on a weekday? yes.

k i need to get shit ready for tomorrow and bed.

very nice how much

productive evening.

3.5 miles. little work out after that. that makes me feel good.

cleaned the shit outta everything. laundry. sheets. etc. got tiffanys recommendations done.

zombie show last night was bad ass i must say.

what else. oh! FINALLY heard back from the tj buyer. he liked truffle burrito. duh. so. i guess he needs to talk to a few people and will call back next tuesday. buuuut. sounds promising. course ive said that before. but. im excited.

got invited to go out tomorrow. we'll see.

couldnt fall asleep last night for shit.

do you know what happened to the guy who got everything he wanted?
he lived happily ever after.