tell me
tell me why the soul must rot
tell me why my prayers were ignored, forgot

found some great food at whole foods today. that is where my interest had lied lately. food. morel mushrooms. truffles. hearts of palms. white asparagus. rhubarb. etc. etc. eat. eat.

ran food through a vmag today. came out good. im happy with the flavor. we'll see what others think. i think, this product brings simple, clean, fresh(ness), and heavy flavors. that would work well in something like sayyyyy, trader joes? we'll see. my name is on the pdr. its my baby now. i won it. let me take it home.

chicago in about a month. should be a good trip. the girl is going. will be coming along to most/all of our activities. the guys invite her along and make sure she can come. i guess that makes it like a vacation for us. sorta. i still need a real vacation though. i would like to go back to santa barbara. carpinteria. it used to be a regular thing for me. sighs. what ever happened to those days.

so tired of the M word. how the fuck does that keep coming up.