wanna see my fangs?

"no, you think things are gonna get better? they're going to get a whole lot worse. think you've lost everything? you're about to lose much, much more. and when it's all over. and you need someone to hold onto. you won't see my arms wide open. you'll just see... fangs."

tell me
tell me why the soul must rot
tell me why my prayers were ignored, forgot

found some great food at whole foods today. that is where my interest had lied lately. food. morel mushrooms. truffles. hearts of palms. white asparagus. rhubarb. etc. etc. eat. eat.

ran food through a vmag today. came out good. im happy with the flavor. we'll see what others think. i think, this product brings simple, clean, fresh(ness), and heavy flavors. that would work well in something like sayyyyy, trader joes? we'll see. my name is on the pdr. its my baby now. i won it. let me take it home.

chicago in about a month. should be a good trip. the girl is going. will be coming along to most/all of our activities. the guys invite her along and make sure she can come. i guess that makes it like a vacation for us. sorta. i still need a real vacation though. i would like to go back to santa barbara. carpinteria. it used to be a regular thing for me. sighs. what ever happened to those days.

so tired of the M word. how the fuck does that keep coming up.

who are you?

i'm a cream sauce makin, pizza throwin, smoke and truffle infusin mothafucka, mothafucka. im a molecular gastrotonic, seafood lovin, chocolate makin pack of dynamite; bitch.

not bad, for a monday

slept in a bit

took a nice stroll on a club car.

previewed a lil something im showing tomorrow.

runnin a mini plant test for trader joes on friday.

think i got a good cost savings that could save the company hundreds of thousands.

loneliness ends tonight.

and thats all i gotta say about that.

i find it kinda funny.
i find it kinda sad.

why is my stuff gone.

release the kraken.

wanna see my fangs?

"wanna know something horrible?... we'd be out in public right, walkin around.. he'd go to hold my hand... and i'd see it coming... then i'd move mine... dig into my purse... scratch my arm... whatever, to move my hand away from his... so nobody would have to see me holding his hand..."

and i couldnt help but think.. what a horrible person you are... all the while, holding your hand.. in front of everyone...

well. i made it through the week. up early. out early. for the most part.

back in cooool paso now. had an awesome night with kristina and haley. a decent dinner at lombardis. then cruzed over to level 4. a bar. yes. my first real night drinkin at a bar. and it was damn fun. uh oh. played tarot in my car for an hour afterwards to sober up. good times.

next week. i dunno. got a showing. been quite slow lately. im not as established as i want to be. but. all in good time. until then. keep showing.

very carefully, look over your shoulder.

i missed cooler weather. cooler friends. cooler scenery. cooler... everything.

m piecesofyou e

the complaint department is now open

two and a half hours sleep last night. sucks. but. i made it through the day.

im starting a new blog. heh. a different kind. a food blog. just so i can document everything. and maybe if people stumble past it they'll stay.
www.foodthug4life.blogspot.com
we'll see how it goes.

goin home for the weekend. excited. im actually gonna see people this time.

gotta run my burrito for trader joes in a plant trial. thats a good sign.

thaaaaaaaats it.